why are all my affairs come and go so quickly.
can I just have a normal relationship?
what's wrong with my life?
like I don't deserve to be loved and cherished?
after all these years gone to waste
I have finally found someone I have affection with
and what? turns out to be a major asshole who won't commit
anything
and also end up knowing nothing about this person because seems like the whole thing is just a lie.
a fucking joke.
what the heck is wrong with me?
and why am I still putting so much thought and excuse for this shithole
I'm so tired
can I stop thinking that some kind of miracle is going to happen to me
can I just cut it off like I am a heartless person too?
now I feel like I have drilled myself into a hole and got stuck myself while no one would give a damn shit about me.
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I think of you
shut up brain
:(
i am so sick of myself being so naive and emotional over something that didn't even exist
fuck you
why did you intrude
why
give me a reason to believe.
to make me gone forever
please.
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