31.3.10

有超能膠嗎?



得到的 越看越化 幸運光景都只是借的
其實壓力真可以 比天更高 心鬆點也好

























it's funny how life can turn out to be huh?

be who you wanna be..
do what you wanna do..

sounds so easy
but we always get caught in between

stuck.

一個晚上聽了幾番差不多的問題
而答案都是一樣
我還是沒法子改變心意吧
我就是那麼堅持
不    
或者'固執'比較合意

其實在固執著什麼? 

明知這碎了的心只是用廉價膠紙粘著
就連站起來都差些再跌下去 
有固執的力氣嗎?

若無其事是唯一的出路
只要不踫它就安全了吧

它厭了 倦了 
要讓它休息了
它只能承受新世界

朋友 
我不需要你們體諒我的雨天
我只希望它能平靜的躲


謝大家讓我躲 我想我真的會快樂起來 :) 
我已經太知道 心要靜 才好

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25.3.10

笑口早:)


i have to write a blog coz i m too happy

ok i shall take it slowly..
first of all, i have been all grumpy in the morning coz i haven't been sleeping much and well because i've been working (re-working) on my portfolio. and i was very sick the day before, so i should get more rest and because of this, i got scolded my mum this morning. yea, normal thing, but still bugs me. and back to last night, i didnt sleep well coz its like typhoon outside, so windy and the dj on radio couldnt stop mentioning about the strong wind and which made me even more mad. and because of the sudden drop of weather, i decided to wear my super comfy and warm thick hot pink scarf to work, and i dont know why people keep staring as if they dont know what hot pink looks like. just hate stares so much that i wanna cut their eye balls out!

so that was before i got to work.

ok i got to work, late. with my head full of F and Ss. and my colleague mentioned about eason and nicolas tse, and thats when i started to get excited. its just so happy to recall the night at eason's concert coz it was like paradise.

right. here's the main part. i was back to my seat and i suddenly got a call with a mobile number which i haven't seen before. i picked up. it was a english man voice, and not until he mentioned his name i knew it was tracey, which is the director of an interior design firm that i've got interviewed with and got rejected coz i m not capable of being a "true" interior designer. in his conversation he mentioned about an industrial design related job opportunity to me and told me i could contact this person for further information. and i was stone surprised at the spot! i couldnt believe an interior design director interviewed me, patiently talked to me about his work for 1.5 hour (which i think it was a waste of time of his) when i am not even related to interior design whatsoever. after a few days, called me up and tell me there's a great job opportunity.

he sent me emails (to both my work and personal email, effort man, effort.) not long after the call. i checked out the web site of that industrial design company, which is not bad at all. this is the kind of company that i have been looking for! and this is what i call "company", not just an up dup no taste design firm.

i couldnt exactly express my feelings about this. i am just too happy. very touched, surprised and loved.
thank you! THANK YOU. i wanna give u a hug coz u feel like a dad :D

24.3.10

Let's start from here.

 
 Giving up, why should I

I've come to far to forget
We're beautiful, we just got lost

Somewhere along the way
So much was missing when you went away
Let's start from here, lose the past
Change our minds, we don′t need a finish line
Let's take this chance don’t think too deep
Of all those promises we couldn′t seem to keep
I don't care where we go
Let's start from here

- Joanna Wang

a beautiful, beautiful song.

22.3.10

+

i feel good recently
besides the eason concert which made me so pumped up
i guess having have a healthier lifestyle with mum's great cooking and magical soup
read books sleep early eat regularly shit smoothly
plus less, or even none rumors and gossips around me made my life much much simpler, easier, lighter
mon-fri make money, after work happy hours, satuaday chill out, sunday relax
great use of time
so far so good
anticipating my vacation in easter and graduation trip

stepping out to the society
nervous, frightening, anxious, confused
but i've been learning alot
like today
met 黑珍珠, a tall black guy (it's actually his name, and english name named tracey, funny nice guy)
learnt alot from him
now i know having a design based degree doesn't mean you can do anything about design
understand what you wanna achieve
think carefully, act seriously.


16.3.10

蛹。


答案即將揭曉

還是選擇了以一貫作風
which is, 自己一個去解決事情
我知道您們會想罵我"做乜又收埋自己!!"
我沒有
只是自己解決會明白更多
由其像我這樣執迷不悔的人

nevertheless, 一定要感謝我的女子組
同時請原來我近來十分懶惰去打電話或者上線
一來工作佔了很多時間 工作以外的事亦多
二來很多時有種無力感 means不想發表 找不到開囗的理由
但你們的一個電話/sms/fb msg/ fb comment...
一個簡單到即使只有兩個字的問候
也比看心理醫生更有效

感激有人關心我的存在
您們是最好的。

wait&see my dear friends
i am becoming a happier and braver person.

12.3.10

share.

http://julianlouie.com
 

10.3.10

notagame.




要是這樣勉強就不用麻煩了。

catch me if you can.


9.3.10

擁抱這分鐘。


仲記得當時我講嘅一句:我要記住呢一秒
有人問:你真係記得住?
結果我真係記到而家
呢句說話好似一個詛咒咁
令我應記嘅記唔到
唔應記嘅反去記
執著令人冇記性
死未。

來佔據了這晚星空
捉緊一剎那的認同
如夢的將來
儘管一點不懂

點呀 而家唔懂都要懂啦
f。