21.7.10

i am.

I am timid
And I am oversensitive
I am a lioness
I am tired and defensive
You take me in your arms
And I fold into you
I have insecurities
You show me I am beautiful

Love me or leave me just take it or leave it
It's not that I'm needy just need you to see me
Take me, free me, see through to the core of me
Take me, free me, there will be no more pretending

I am temperamental
And I have imperfections
And I am emotional
I am unpredictable
I am naked
I am vulnerable
I am a woman
I am opening up to you

Now I stand before you with my heart in my hands
I'm asking you to take me just the way that I am

Please lay down your arms
Do you know me?
Make me feel safe from harm

I am temperamental
And I have imperfections
And I am emotional
There'll be no more pretending

but after all, it's gonna be a story with just the beginning.
August please don't come.

10.7.10

whereonearth.

is there a place for me to hide?
please.

:'(

why all these?
why keep pushing and pushing and pushing?
why make me listen
why make me decide

when everyone's gonna end up liars and dickheads
why bother?