dontsaytheword.

it still triggers me. everytime I try to say it out to myself but everytime I fail. it was the worst nightmare of my life. ever. it's like it has been hot stamped onto my heart forever. it's not that I don't wanna move on it's you wouldn't let me. why wouldn't it pass? why are u still around? i need a solution. but who can I talk to? my heart's pumping so hard. I am so scared. so. scared.

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