and so it is.

I don't know how to love
It makes me look like a fool
It makes me tired
It makes me seem selfish and arrogant
It makes me dislike myself more and more
It makes me hate

what's the point of it?
I don't get it

I'm comfortable with myself
Why can't I just be myself?
Why can't I work hard, earn money, and pay myself a good dinner?

Convince me
I feel so frustrated with this status of me
I wanna love
but I don't know how
:(

I don't more victims from me

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If not now. When?

怎麼你我身邊擦過　
不敢訴說這年是怎樣過　明知失去讓我瘋狂
回望已是痛心的感覺　才後悔在這天撐不過

什麼　才明白相愛?

it'snothelping.

since when working hard is a problem?
why does everyone complain
why does everyone like to give me more shits?
don't give me shit ass reasons of showing love and care
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
STOP SAYING YOU CARE BECAUSE YOU AREN'T!

fucking shit.

don't underestimate me
just. don't.

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I'm ok.

好辛苦
好唔開心
有邊個知？

啱啦 就係唔想有人知

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