17.12.11

The dark covers me and I cannot run now.

有地方容納我嗎?






I stay up, clean the house, at least I'm not drinking
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content that everyone gets
Just disappears soon as the sun sets

If I was my heart I'd rather be restless
Second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now
The dark covers me and I cannot run now


我有這麼討厭嗎?

14.12.11

kingai.

I realised
I am so alone
when I need someone to talk to
there's no one
it's not that they are not available
it's the fact that I don't really have any people that I wanna find

in fact, I don't think I have anyone.