life can be busy as hell
noisy as hell
crowd as hell
messed up as hell
but sometimes i could really feel the tint of warmth in life
and that's enough to keep me from hell and doctors
had hotpot with my 98-year-old grandpa
his greeting smile seems more passionate than before
looked like he's very excited about having hot pot
he ate more than usual and also kept making me eat
he still treats me as a baby girl
like grandma, also tells me to avoid strangers and go home early
though i was having a really bad headache at that moment
but the warm from an old papa really could make me put everything down just for a while
i love to see grandpa smile
really kind and gentle
i love him
i wish him well and happy
got back home
my little dog jumped and slicked and ran and crawl
she was so aggressive over food when i fed her
all she wants is love and physical satisfaction
a little dog can just be that simple
envy.
i envy over a dog
it's not a sarcasm
the more i think
i would rather keep a dog for life
just think that human always brings trouble and meaningless gossips
nothing else
which irritates me
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