i haven't gone out much these days
but even my life has been more quiet
there's still things worth blogging
and i like expressing it in blogs
i dont need you to feel me
i dont need anyone to read
this is just my private corner
but it's opened for you to share
thats why this blog is headed with
: i don't have to show, but i dont want to hide.
had a pretty long talk with a friend
actually it was in helping her with her paper
but i am more happy to do it
i shared alot about my experiences and changes in life since i came back from sydney
we talked mainly about family
and throughout the talk i've realised alot
realised i should put more time in family
realised i've grown
realised i shouldn't take everything for granted
before i feared so much with needing to face my parents in a new environment
afraid we would end up fighting everyday coz we have too much conflicts in life
but it didnt turn out as bad as i thought
and now i am putting more effort and cherishing more
i am glad to be with my family again
esp now when dadi is back and the 3 of us can reunite again
nothing feels safer and happier than having a loving parents
and i know not everyone have the opportunity to be with family all the time
or they dont even have a complete family
that's why i dont dare to lose it
when i was a few years younger i had my rebellious period
i always try so hard to prove something to my parents and force myself to be independent
but now i know being independent doesn't mean isolating yourself and live on your own
as age keeps growing, responsibility and duty are graduately taken into the next level
i am always an important part in the family but now i've also taken an important role in being a mature adult to help decision making and take care of the family
have i really grown?
i challenge myself again
of coz i still have alot to learn
from the society
from people
from life
i m not as frighten as before
i still have dreams
and i am going to turning them into tangible assets
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