arrrgh.

">i am getting really frustrated right now because my phone is fucked up.
hasn't been able to send out msgs and call out since dont know when. the telecom is fucking fucked up. arrrrgh! and i missed out something because of this fucking stupid problem. it's the last night :( oh what what what am i doing.. what have i missed out? i can't tell you. i dont even know what i am doing. dammit. i shouldn't do this. but the more i can't the more i want it. shit. this is unhealthy. shit... arhh. what really happened recently? how come everything seems so fast and so much all of a sudden. i can't handle it i can't handle it. i need to hear it. i want to hear that voice. dammit. and my phone is fucked up! dammitttttt. what should i do. i shouldn't keep waiting and waiting for this. the chance is really really little. i should go to bed. and why am i still not calm ok sleep.. sleep.. sleeeeep ........ PLEASE. all good now :)