i thought i found an effective painkiller
it wasn't exactly the same one that i had, it's just similar
but it's good enough to do the job
i just started using it since less than a couple of weeks ago
then i realised, this painkiller manufacturer is closing down.
this is just, great.
now the pain is worse than before. (you know the feeling when painkiller stops working the pain seems more hurtful than before)
and now i am here in the middle of nowhere. in this hole where i am out of reach from medications, from healing. a month seems too far away.
i can't stand the pain.
this, is not a rehabilitation for me,
send me back.



